Waking up at eleven o'clock, I still feel tired, but I can't quite pinpoint where the fatigue comes from. While sitting in the computer room during lunch, I suddenly remembered a moment from the dream I had last night, where xixi was laid off, and we were having a meal discussing the future and such. Realizing this, I understood that my stress during sleep is always tense, no wonder I feel so fatigued without doing much.
Another important reason is the lack of exercise; physical fatigue directly affects one's energy. Once the weather warms up, I should pick up exercising again.
In terms of intimate relationships, I've become a bit obsessed, needing to distinguish between means and ends. My goal is to please myself, just as she said, to have the ability to feel happiness and not to fall into obsession and fantasy.
Regarding my thesis, I need to proceed step by step, sticking to it every day. It's like rowing against the current; if you don't advance, you retreat. No matter how difficult or painful it gets, I must complete my small daily goals.
About myself, as a typical E person, I still tend to express myself, hoping to gain positive feedback from others in the process of exploring the world to satisfy myself. Today, I watched the latest video from Xiao Su, which is the 2023 Annual Summary, and I was inexplicably moved. Xiao Su is a blogger I followed in college; I don't watch every episode of her videos, but occasionally watching these kinds of summary videos makes me feel that everyone is growing. Let's keep it up!
The meaning of words lies not in flowery language but in the genuine expression of feelings at this moment. The platforms I currently post on include Xiaohongshu, and I feel quite happy when I see my content being saved and liked. However, Xiaohongshu is more suitable for sharing more substantial content, like interview experiences and job hunting.
Additionally, I hope to have a niche platform to share my daily thoughts and reflections. Previously, I had been writing intermittently, visible only to myself, but now I want to select some parts to share on my blog.